Do you ever concentrate so much on the future that you forget the good things about the present??

Its something I tend to struggle with because I am always looking ahead. Last night's post was completely looking forward to this weekend and I forgot to mention one of the high lights of my day.

So I will preface this by saying, "I have one of the best moms ever."

Since going to Italy last spring, I have had a slight obsession with Blood Orange... anything. Juice soda, the actual fruit. So yummy. Its sweet but its got a little bit of tart. Very very refreshing. So yesterday my mom bought me Ciao Bella Sorbet - Blood Orange. Umm, YUM!

And now I will love her forever.

Not a good day. I have had a headache all day and it has turned into a migraine. Dizziness and sensitivity and all.

HOWEVER, I have things to be excited about.

Thursday = Hair appt... and its summer, so I am thinking blonde.

Friday = Brooks and Dunn Last Rodeo tour concert with some favs. I always said that I had to see them before they stopped touring... way to procrastinate right?

Saturday = Beach! Until the Rays game... and after the Rays game... Dierks FREAKIN Bentley. Gahhh... I am sorry what, I will spare you the details of what I was thinking. ;-)

Sunday = R&R, hopefully on the beach again. =)

Its really still Monday??

As your faith is strengthened you will find that there is no longer the need to have a sense of control, that things will flow as they will, and that you will flow with them, to your great delight and benefit.
- Emmanuel Teney

Oh my word, how I wish I felt that way these days...

If I had a time range for how long I would be stuck living at home, or a clue of where I was headed to next, I think I could cope a little better.

Or maybe if I trusted God a little more I wouldn't have to cope. I could just keep chasing hope... =)

I love my momma

Conversation with my dearest momma:

Me: I get the TV at 9 tonight, Glee is on... Its Lady Gaga night!

Momma: I don't like Lady Gaga

Me: I do, shes crazy...

Momma: She definitely is

Just a difference between me and my momma, she would rather have things be very mainstream. I like find obscurities and differences interesting.

Alright Gaga, maybe thats a bit much.

And Momma is pretty different in her own way, and by different, I mean crazy. But she's a woman... we all are a little bit crazy... But a little bit crazy's all right...

In my dreams

I had one of the most vivid dreams I have ever had in my life last night.

I was with the guy I am supposed to marry and we were so in love.

And I overheard him telling someone that he had a ring for me. And I remember saying his name in the dream and saying I couldn't wait to be his wife.

So if I ever meet some one with that name... I am probably gonna pee myself.

But I can't wait to meet that man.

I figured this was coming...

So I did not get into grad school.

=/

For now.

I have plenty of opportunities though and I am trying to keep my head up. Time to make some headway on these job apps.

Yay!

I just bought a food processor! I have been wanting one forever. So this is big. It wouldn't be for most people, but I try to find pleasure in the little things.

Homemade hummus', salsas, purees, dressings, and anything else I can figure out how to make.... here I come!!!!

=)